Sometimes I disappear.
I disappear in plain sight for all to see, but..I’m not there
It’s hard to explain, and I’m not sure I want to. I’m not sure I can.
Some days meld into others and the person who I tolerate at best turns into a demon who I detest. To be trapped inside a demon. Not to have a demon trapped inside me.
Why don’t you answer me? Why don’t you call? Why do you ignore the ones who love you? I don’t. It does. It takes over for a while. Sometimes longer than others. I prefer it when my hero takes over of course. But that is a rush, a blast, an explosion, and nothing can stop me. That is for another day. Now, the demon rules and all I can do is wait.